It's so wonderful! ♪: agosto 2014

Breathe into me

And this is how it feels when I ignore the words you spoke to me

And this is where I lose myself when I keep running away from you

And this is who I am when, when I don't know myself anymore

And this is what I choose when it's all left up to me

Breathe your life into me

I can feel you

I'm falling, falling faster

Breathe your life into me

I still need you

I'm falling, falling

Breathe into me

And this is how it looks when I am standing on the edge

And this is how I break apart when I finally hit the ground

And this is how it hurts when I pretend I don't feel any pain

And this is how I disappear when I throw myself away

Breathe your life into me

I can feel you

I'm falling, falling faster

Breathe your life into me

I still need you

I'm falling, falling

Breathe into me

I don't care

I try to make it through my life

In my way, there's you

I try to make it through these lies

And that's all I do

Just don't deny it
Don't try to fight this

And deal with it
That's just part of it

If you were dead or still alive
I don't care

I don't care
Just go and leave this all behind
'Cause I swear I don't care

I try to make you see my side
Always trying to stay in line
But your eyes see right through
That's all they do

I'm getting buried in this place
I got no room you're in my face
Don't say anything just go away

If you were dead or still alive
I don't care

I don't care
Just go and leave this all behind
'Cause I swear I don't care

I'm changing everything
You won't be there for me

If you were dead or still alive
I don't care

I don't care
Just go and leave this all behind
'Cause I swear I don't care

At all...

Angel in the Dark~

A dream so real it takes her back
She's falling into her own past
The present has gone forever
Now she rests upon her bed
and then she cries...
and then she feels...
she feels so sad

Lost in memories
she tries to fade away but fails
The darkness overrules the sky
She keeps on screaming: "Tell me why!"

When will the light take over
these dark days
And will she ever wake
and know it is all a lie?

Her eyes are closing slowly
The pain increases everyday
She wanted to fight but walked away
and now there's nothing left to say

She used to live, she used to give
She always enjoyed life the way it was meant
But clouds they came and played their game
Casting a spell so she'd fade away
But will she stand up to fight and protect her life
Be what she wanted to be... an Angel in the dark

Her dreams are taking over
The puzzle remains a mystery
But she ought to know by now
it's just imaginary

On the Verge

I wake up in the morning feeling numb
There is a part of me missing
Something I can't see
I'm trapped inside a spiral of despair
Echoes of yesterday haunts me
Why am I still here?

Don't have the strenght to carry on
Just make this end

Deep inside this jaded heart
distant voices keep on calling
Without the hope that I once had
I am on the verge of falling

I'm living in a cage of my own design
but I'm still living now, ain't I?
Where did I go wrong?
I thought that it was normal to survive
without someone to be there for you
Then why am I still here?

I'm searching for a way to end this tonight
I'm alive but I can't breathe

Every time I see myself
I can't seem to find an answer
The lonliness that I once felt
gets me on the verge of falling

Deep inside this jaded heart
distant voices keep on calling
Without the hope that I once had
I am on the verge of falling

Every time I see myself
I can't seem to find an answer
The lonliness that I once felt
gets me on the verge of falling

There's nothing that can change the way I feel

Páginas

Don't cry to give up, cry to keep going!!

lunes, 25 de agosto de 2014

DAY 227 - You're not alone.

jueves, 14 de agosto de 2014

DAY 216 - Self Injury & exercise to release the pain

lunes, 11 de agosto de 2014

DAY 213 - Where is my motivation....?

jueves, 7 de agosto de 2014

DAY 209 - Rainy, leisure day!

miércoles, 6 de agosto de 2014

DAY 208 - I love to be extreme~

domingo, 3 de agosto de 2014

DAY 205 - 1,750kcal. Surprisingly, it doesn't feel bad!

sábado, 2 de agosto de 2014

DAY 204 - It's party time baby!

I don't care

Angel in the Dark~